I told myself I wouldn’t do this but this is the entire point of this blog right? To vent? That’s why I have this side blog, so that I can do whatever I want without the people I know reading it like on y main tumblr.
Why am I even explaining myself? Why do i not feel entitled to my own little quiet space.
(Things would be cooler if I had no followers)
((I may password protect))
But I have a crush. Or an infatuation. Or whatever you want to call it.
His name is Mohammed and he studies politics and international relations, and used to be a communist but he decided to focus more on religion, but, even if he doesn’t want to admit it, some of his views are still very, well, communist-y.
He’s handsome and dresses well and has the nicest accent.
He wants to become a professor of politics so that he can teach people that our current system doesn’t work, and that governments today are bullshit.
I think he may want to do this in Cuba. Which imo is a bit too idealistic (I’ve always heard - from Cubans- that Cuba is a shit hhole with very nice people).
He barely knows I exist. I think. Or maybe now he does.
Things would be better if I wasn’t so shy, and quiet, and anxious, and soft-spoken.